Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Running around

The last few days have been.... Well, sleepy and a bit boring to say the least. It's been work at Lead-on, browsing through the mall (a hard task, due to the annual grey invasion). All in all, a boring holiday.
I'm still waiting for my father to send me my Birthday money, so I can get RMXP. I've been waiting for over a month now, and I'm getting pretty tiered of it.
So yeah, despite the fact that school starts on Monday (doom!), not else of interest.

Friday, September 23, 2005

When it all comes tumbling down around you...

Today just is'nt my day, or month, in fact. I have a bad back, it's hot, I feel that no-one give a flying fuck about a single I thing I feel or say, and to top it all off, I've come to the realiziation that it does'nt matter. Nothing does.
It's as if my will has been hollowed out of me, leaving nothing but a shell of depression and sadness, with no trace of the achivemnets that I once allowed myself to obtain. It's hard to carry on when you feel this way.
I want to be treated the way I once did, where I mattered and I was counted as "equal". I want to have a loud, triumpant voice, not this small, demeaning voice that I currently have. But most of all, I want to feel normal again. Just something to show me that I still exist. Just one tiny thing to bring a joy in my meaningless life, and prove to me that I only bring negativity and nothingness to this world.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Holiday sunshine..

It's the first week of school Holidays, and, well, it's been, not as much as fun I as I wanted it to be. So far, all it has been is working at Lead-On (I'm not saying that working there is boring, I just want to do something there much more challanging, that's all) and chores at home. I can't wait till next week, as I fnnally get some cash to spend over the holidays! Woo
On a more bitching note, I was told that I failed my design exam. Only 7/20 =-(. I can't believe I got such a low score.
What a way to start the holidays...

Monday, September 19, 2005

If you build it, they will come

The forum is up today. You can acess it by clinking on the link on the sidebar. I spent all morning working on it. Come and look at it, you may enjoy it!

Note: The forum is a sort of back-up to this blog. It means that while I may not have the time to write a post, I'll still be there in the forums at times,putting up topics. I can also announce any changes and delays to the blog.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Holidays...

Last night was a real nerdy night for me. My grandma was at a wedding, leaving me all alone. It also meant another thing: microwave dinner.
After chowing down on my pizza, I went on my computer and started to play around with Dreamweaver. I managed to teach my-self more CSS and HTML tags, mainly in the way of things like DIVs, and how they can be used effectively. I then sat down, watching iron chef and in Siberia tonight. I like them.
Anyway, I can stay up all night tonight. It's the first day of Holidays tomorrow =-)

Friday, September 16, 2005

Wahoo! I passed

Today was the last day of term. It was really boring. Not only none of my friends wer'nt there, I stood around, doing nothing except for a kickass magazine called IdN. It's a design magazine that shows design work from all around the world, mostly artist from, here, and Hong-kong and Japan. It gave me some cool ideas that I may use in the future, mostly because I want to be a graphic designer artist.
Though today was boring as, the only highlights were making marshmellows in food, getting my report and leaving at 1:30pm.
On the subject of my report, I can't belive I passed! WooT!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

I'm going hunting...

It's been awhile since I wrote a blog entry (I think most of my readership has gone), but I plan to write alot during the holidays, though (tomorrow's the day!)
Today was report day, so I got to leave at around 12:30 (See, I was'nt wagging!) I hav'nt collected mine, which means I've saved my head from the chopping block for one day at least. There's nothing really much to do tomorrow, so I think I might stay at home or go to lead-on instead.
Anyway... Just a quick posting tonight, just to show you that I'm alive (=-). Now, back to listening to my bjork CD.

Friday, September 09, 2005

Pretty good year

Today is really hot. It was the first time in ages I felt run down due to the heat. Time to get out the water balloons!
Today I learned that my grades are'nt as bad as I originally thought, and I will hopefully pass the minium requirments to pass the term. Also, today I did my food major practical exam, and I passed with flying colors! I also managed to get my MIPS grade up.
Add to the the fact that holidays are only a week away, I'm feeling pretty good!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Little earthquakes

Just got back from a buissness meeting and it was pretty facinating, if not for the fact it was a little boring.... I learned alot today.
The weather was a bit wild today. One minute it ws sunny, then another, it started to rain! Just goes to show that the Ozone layer is really fucked

White horses..

Boy, this week has been hectic. It's the last week of assesessed work, as next week is not only the last week of tem, but also reports are handed out as well.
Add to that, i 've got to attend a meeting today on how to write buissness propsals. I'm really hoping it will help me write my propsal for my "master plan". I've also got to write my speech for the buissness lunch on wednesday (wOOt! No school!). It will be my first fort'e into the buissness world.
Besides that, i've been doing alot. I'm helping with school magazine. I'm doing interviews and helping to design it. I'm also working on another big project (You can find a post about it at http://forums.leadonhub.net.au/ ). I'm really busy!
Anyway, back to my english work.....

Sunday, September 04, 2005

We all need a change once in a while....

As you can probally see, I've changed the blog template. I think it's cool. It sure beats the old plain one, hands down. I've had to tamper around with the code to make it a bit more presentable, but it was pretty good to start off with.
Anyway, today was another slow one. I did some editing for loop, and watched the edition of loop being designed. In my opinion, it sure beats the others, and also brings a new standard to the magazine. At the end of the day, it was fun. We drunk coke, ate pizza, and just had general fun. I think I may have an early night tonight.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Let the rain fall

God, the weather is bad. Yesterday was really a nice, breezy day. It's amazing how quick the weather changes. I've been editing the latest edition of "loop" all day. I've learnt a few things today, and even gained some new ideas for my own publications.
Apart from that, nothing much really.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Here comes september...

It's the start of a new season, and for some reason, it seems to be all going well for me. I'm starting to feel happier, my cold is going away, holidays are around the corner, and I'm going well (I hope) in school!
It has also been a time of learning for me, as I've been learning alot about activisim. It's amazing how people get together to take down "the man", using non-violent and inventive ways of protest. It just goes to show that anything is possible if you put your mind to it.
Anyway, on the subject of activivm, today we learned about communisim and capalism in MIPS (A class where we talk about our future and we study our chosen professions that we want to do when we leave school). I think our teacher was tiered, and seeing as he's a history teacher, he decided to kill birds with one stone and teach us some history.
We watched a satire about communisim called Animal Farm. It was pretty good, despite the fact that most people in the class, except me, were too busy talking or just playing around to care about the message it gave, or to pay attention to it at all.
So, here comes september. I'm ready to take it on, head first.